Just...

Relax. That's a four letter word to an infertile girl. How can one know when one is at the perfect point of relaxation to help whatever ailment one is plagued by? Once said relaxation is achieved, how does one maintain it? How can someone else know how stressed vs. relaxed I am? And what does that have to do with anything anyway, like my reproductive system? I digress. The current issue of stress vs. relaxing isn't about my inability to procreate.

I saw my ENT this morning and he told me that I have cricopharyngeal dysfunction, which is basically a muscle in my throat having spasms or tightening up too much. He can't tell me why it started and he can't really tell me how to stop it. According to the ENT, it can go away spontaneously. He says that sometimes when people can finally know that they don't have cancer/tumors, they often finally relax and the problem slowly goes away. Here's hoping there is truth in that one, or I'll be off to more doctors. Come on throat, work with me!